I should have waited

 

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When you left

I thought I was gonna die 

But because of the peace 

You left in me； I recovered.

I searched through the windows for your figure but it never existed.

I searched through my stock of files piled up when you were around and I found out that they were 

Dusty.

I searched deep down 

In my heart；I found you never rust but the figure was missing.

You are my six figures

The zeros behind every 

Other one in my life

And the eyes with 

Which I saw through the cloudy days！

I asked my friends about you but they asked me if I ever told them about you when you were around.

Now, I feel battered.

I feel ashamed because 

I never told anyone about you when we were together.

You were the figure

I never wanted to miss

The budget I never wanted to exhaust 

And the target I never wanted to miss.

I warned myself 

But I never listened up.

I hope you did stay but 

I was wrong.

Now, I have the blame

All to myself because 

I was not outspoken.

I should have told you

That I love you but I didn't.

I should have told you that I did miss

You when you go but I didn't And

I should have told you that you are my last chance but I didn't.

Now, You are a free bird while I remain caged in regrets！！